Thursday, September 24, 2015
Woah
I seriously think I have something against pre loved things....Few months back I got stuck on carousell.. I found my favorite issey miyake perfume! Purchased it! And just BROKE IT! so the perfume is gonna last for a full days in the room and with the haze I dun think my room window will open for a while! My heart is aching so much and I am not able to find a replacement bottle! Dear issey miyake! Please do release this again!! I love u a drop of cloud! :(
And looking back on my many many purchases... I realise I am cursed against it because more time than NO.. It wasn't really in the condition that I hope else.. Brand new but somehow I will ruin it like how I broke the perfume... The witchery shoe whose rubbery thing drop on the first wear! My dolly which I spray it with room mist! And there u go! STAINED)! Then the uggs boots that I impulsively get and hardly fit! The rabeanco bag whose conditions are worse than I can expect! Omg one thing after anotherZz each time... I really feel like smacking myself But I do feel that each time I do not learn my lesson! I hope writing this down will make myself betta and to keep it as a reminder.... Gosh can't believed how cursed I am
Now I am starting to believe that I shldnt even have any favorite things to start with... Since it will create pain and cause me anguish maybe the best way is to have no attachment no favorite thing no favorite scent no favorite brand ... And goes on
Anyway dear perfume I do miss you a lot! Thanks for coming into my life and let me know what great scent is! And how unique can you be! Though ur sisters do smell heavenly too! I think u are the best of the lot! Xoxo I do hope something similar will pop up soon! You will be missed and thank you for being here for me! Xoxo
3:10 AM
Monday, August 31, 2015
100 days challenge
so yes..after a whole 8 months of major blood sputting, heart gorging, mind blowing shopping sprees... i decided to go on a 100 day challenge from 1st September where I will void my life of WANTS and the UNNECESSARY... means except for food, groceries and amenities, there's...1. no new stuffs if there's no NEEDS
2. source for 2nd hand stuffs
3. no need for new bags, new shoes and new clothes
4. no need for indulgence
5. no need to get things that is for stocking up or if there's no immediate need for
6. no need to go find sale.
However, of course life gotta have some exceptions.. so.. the exceptions will fall into..
1. my siem reap holiday in november (which is a break for 4 days...)
2. my kanken bag.. :) cus the colors are too precious to be missed
so yes.. today mark the last day of my indulgence spending spree its also the last day of august. i will try to blog to keep track of my own progress at least once a month
ok tat's it! lol see ya!
8:37 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2015
a whole week of meh
1. i met the god damm most unethical company?!!! shit i can't even talk about this sunken red sampan.. which annoy the fuck out of me... omg.. the f series will not be able to describe the entire episode...on a professional and both personal terms.. this place is so fucked up.. tat i dun even wanna asterix the fuck word.. totally screw me up.. in and out... and now.. wat?!!!2. damm? my obvious stupidity hits me *read previous post* and its still causing a litle heart ache for me here n there
3. gah impulsive hit me hard... i realise that.. good condition and mine for some ppl are generally on different note *smack myself hard in the head* and then.... gah.. remember! always go for brand new stuffs :( instead of wasting money. just because i like this model.. doesn't means its OK for use... mehhhh
so... there u go... MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY.. 3 diferent days past this week, 3 different types of angsty... gosh.. will the rainbow come out again?!! i am so glad i am going for yoga tomorrow... *at least i can zen it off*; a family dinner on saturday then meeting up with my favorite girls on sunday...
Life is on the dull.. gah.. and may the rainbow come out again and give me some HOPE PEACE and LOVE..
*omg... i just wish the week will get betta*
Labels: shopaholic, Stupidity, unethical company
12:04 AM
Monday, July 20, 2015
OMG
OMG OMFG!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Whyyyyyyyy muz this happen! Why do I have to spritz that junk shit on my bag!!!!! This is such a painful lesson! Argh
Now I seriously need to go to bed and sleep and then wake up and think of a better solution and to finish my work! But the angsty in myself is keeping me from sleeping and its 2 am wide awake and still bashing myself and wat???? All the time I do STUPID and IMPULSIVE shits then I regret and then REPEAT! And on my most favorite things argh! And it has to be my favorite things all over again and all over again???
JOANNE CHOW! When will you learn :(
OMFG how and I suppose to sleep!!!!! This is a god Damm daily day! Why can't I keep my hands off it!!! Omg! I am going crazy!!!!!!!!
Labels: Stupidity
4:20 AM
Friday, June 26, 2015
and i succumb again... stumbled...
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and so u guys get to meet two new loves, aka Belle and Dolly respectively. Welcome to the family of 'bags that get stuffed under the bed'. After a month or so or consideration.. i took the damm bloody plunged to get not 1 BUT 2 bags!!! woohoooo.. ok 2 expensive bags... and 2 not very expensive bags (that's not in the photo), and 2 not expensive bags (also not in the photos)...aih SHUANG SHUANG CHENG DUI la ok.. but ok June is really a bag month cus i bought so many bags in the short span of time? WOW and i haven't really bought much bags over the past few years.. maybe 1 or 2 here n there but definitely not like on a bag spreeeeee.. it happens..
Maybe i am on a bag spree maybe its a sign of age... but.. those buy and throw bags hardly appeal to me anymore.. quality rocks above anything else. This is true for both shoes and now bags... my fetish for shoes changed a few years back and now.. i am seeing a trend in my bags... as for clothes... i guess its still the same ol' casual and easy for me... basic tees are the way to go! ok back to topic.. gahh so this is an aftershock (the US holiday was a quake, Japan a bigger after shock.. and now this).. i think i am suffering from a lack of holiday... i need smthg exciting i think something pretty look at and i need something really.. WOW.. to look at and looking at these bags bring me so much happiness.. i wonder how will it be when i carry out and dengz.. kanna my first scratch.. as you can see its really smooth leather.. and i am like the world most chor lor human ever!!!! *i dunno if there's someone else as klutz as me* but guess what... these leather will grow with time... and the blemishes will be part of my life and be a part of me.. :) love how these leather will aged :) now the question is.. SO when ... WILL IT BE A GOOD TIME TO CARRY THIS BAG... hahahaha i have decided that the first day i carry the bucket will be on my birthday (aka in August), now the tote... i need a special occassion to carry!
Boiling down to this.. i have a super bad habit of only using those bags i love for 'special occassion' then i chunk them under my bed.. use the really convenient ones like my longchampers which is big and comfortable and i can chunk in anything i like... and i don't exactly have to worry that my bag is scratch or dirty or think twice about putting them somewhere like on a chair or on the floor even! lol meh meh.. anyway.. so i am on this craze to use each of my bag at least 50 times to hit its millege... seems easy ya since there's 365 days a week.. but gosh i have too many bags its crazy! while some i know definitely have oredi hti milege.. some i know really fall wayyyyyy short esp for those small clutch bags! double meh to know that it probably deemed unsable before it hits its milege.. but anyway till then..... its my resolution for my bags in 2015 and for the coming years of course (and also probably to make myself feel betta for buying so many bags)... till then.. its love for my dolly and belle (best purchase of 2015.. on top of my other... VERY GOOD PURCHASE OF 2015) lol.. i am just.. a sucker :) #mansurgavriel fan to go!!! :)
off to batam tmr! can't wait!
Labels: hoarder, shopaholic, too much
7:27 PM
Monday, May 11, 2015
....its been a while...
wow probably the longest time i ever not blog... but then again for the past 6 mths my life has been in a whirlwind.. tat.. i am thankful tat i have time to breathe since April :) I have been contemplating to write... but each time i feel this major blockage.. tat maybe i dun wanna stare at the computer any longer.. or... wow... i was just at a lost of wordsbut here i am back... into action... to pen down what has been happening... wow.. since sept? i can't even really remember wat happen since sept.. but its definitely eventful.. from work, to holidays...professionally, obviously its hung there, same ol' same ol' just a truck load of work... from jan to march.. the feeling is really like a truck just ram into u.. u lost conscious cus u spend the bulk of the time just trying to get things done.... obviously jan and feb has been an adventure as well.. since i went off to the US for 14 days then to japan..in feb...
USA was really whirlwind.. i decided in december that i will go.. and before i knew it i went and came back... now i really sit here and wonder how the hell did i survive a 7+12+1 hour flight... its crazy.. but now when i look back it didn't really feel exceptionally long.. i traveled on my own this time, through 3 places and 2 different time zones,, and weeeee i survived... and feel really broke... USA was an absolute stunner... probably because i have such awesome travellies kaki.. we went to new orleans, then to orlando disney... its way tooooo short but betta than nothing! time past so fast that i can't believe that my last day came to end and wah i thought its only maybe 3 days?!! gosh... literally we lived in airports... from narita to atlanta.. then to pensacola.. then miami, orlando, then back to pensacola, atlanta and narita; all in a 14 days trip... gosh...but disney was glorious *though i would have expected more from disneyworld*; the outlet shopping was *mind blowing* and i am still living in an absolute delusion that i could have spent that kind of money.. and hellooooo i was very controlled and not buying everyting that i saw.. it was scary at the end at the amt of money that i have spent.. is.. woollalalaaaaaaaaaaaa.... but all in all i went with 18 kg worth of bags and came back with 46 kg and more... with 1 hibiki in hand and 4 boxes of potato farm jagabee *wooolaallalalaaaa* seriously.. i can't wait for the next trip with my travelies!
Moving on, Japan was like a place for the foodie.. every bite and every meal was an absolute orgasm burst of joy especially at tsujiki market.. no regrets.. ok just 1! only that i didn't make it to the tuna auction *smack myself*; shopping wise, it was too short for me to shop properly, i really rush from one place to another... but definitely did spend enough.. stocking up on my skincare.... PLUS PLUS PLUS i came back with 4 (+1 for my dad) watches!!!! and the last time i bought a watch on my own was in 2006; there's a feeling i made up for lost time by getting 4 at a go! oooolalalaaaaaaaa.. i was suppose to be 'on a budget' but it didn't really help! Disneysea was absolutely brilliant, and i had an adventure of losing my gloves and then losing my ticket (so i can't go for advance freepass); and then i came back with the cutest tokyo disney cups!!!! meh meh meh! but it was so pretty!!!!! so after 3 days (only... boo) i spend of loads of money on food and my watches obviously... and on another 17 year hibiki! i came back with a grand total of 27 kg lol and a 17 hibiki on hand! *another happiness*
Post these trips.. i have zlitch holiday plans... except going to Malaysia and i went back once.. tat's all :) this sums up my entire holiday life for 2015.... i dun really think i can afford to go on another big trip... both trips are... mutherphuckingly exhausting on my pockets.. not forgetting i went to taipei last year at the end of november too (definitely not cheap); so i have been living from paycheck to paycheck... till now.. mehhhhh and not like i stop shopping in singapore... i did shop quite abit.. and just bought my mom an ipad mini.... boo! so for the second half of the year.. its probably gonna be kinda of quiet... *i hope* probably i hope i can just sneak in a short trip ere n there
2015 has zoomed and move really quickly.. its week 22, meaning almost half a year is gone... and wow... looking back... time really flew past me like how the weekends are.. but the weekdays remained as long as it is...,and the 7 am to 7.45 am really still feels like 1 minute to me.... post holidays my life is as blank as a white paper... empty... just stuck between the mundane life of work, home.sleep.eat.socialize abit... tat's about it...
OK NEED TO RUN FOR A BIT.. UPLOAD THIS FIRST!
6:41 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2014
My new addiction
Is just fatal
But I love it so much that it's an addiction and I just think about it day and night and break the bank! Wtf!!!
New charms plus a facial package plus a failed yoga membership! Life is getting really expensive... Adding on is birthday present air tickets and coming on hens night a holiday and a wedding
Someone pls smack me cus I really need a lot of discipline in the next 4 mths :( someone pls keep my shopping in check pls and stop my pandora craze!!!!! Omg!
This is love tmr I am gonna get one of the spacer exchanged cus I change my mind! These charms are so pretty! Argh
Okies can't wait for the box to come :)
I need to cure my addiction pls smack me someone
